Sunday, April 4, 2010

safe in a very very very crazy world



I try to smile my tears away
I try to keep my cool
Oh but one more door gets in my way
I feel like such a fool
Trampled and bitter
My heart just wants to bleed and stop
Believing in me

It feels like nothing is for certain
and that nothing comes for free
When they're lowering the curtain
to the theatre of my dreams
I stumble and I crumble and I'm
Sinking to my knees but you
You cradle me

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength
to believe in me again

Noise keeps chasing me
No matter where I go
Oh and life likes pretending that it's
On a TV show
When it's hard to tell what's real
From what the world just wants to preach
You are the voice I seek

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world

'cause when I'm wrapped up in your arms
Nothing else can touch me
What a wonderful way to recharge
I feel like I can breathe again

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength
to believe in me again

Sunday, February 7, 2010

my goals.

if it is in the will of God, i hope to achieve these things in the near future. in all, i want to be a more God-oriented and people-oriented and less self-oriented person.

2010:
Spiritual - i need a breakthrough. i will put God first in all my life and hold a greater presence and anointing of the Holy Spirit.
Personal - increase the quality of my relationships by availing more time, effort and money to bless everyone in my life.
NUS - revise all my JC maths, chemistry, physics and economics work.
CG - bless the cell group, grow my connect group, increase the spiritual and technical aspects of my guitar playing.
Choir - establish my ministry and be changed in my attitudes and methods in praise and worship.
PA - establish my involvement and widen my social circle, bless the community.

2011:
SOT - radically change my mindset and attitude to the likeness of Jesus, top the class.
CG - work towards further increasing my serving in this ministry.
Choir - rise up.
NUS - have a highly impactful and fruitful first year in my scholarship programme, studies and CCA.
PA - become a member and actively participate.

2012/2013 (provided it isn't the end of the world -.-):
NUS - lead a highly dynamic student group, assist and get noticed in top research programmes, go on an exchange programme to a cutting-edge university/city and broaden my international horizons.
CG - rise up to be a CGL.
PA - rise up.

2014:
NUS - graduate with a first class honours in chemical engineering.
MIT - go here to complete a PhD.

2010-?:
carpe diem, ambulo cum Deus.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

man in the mirror (again)

james 1: 23-25

for if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man observing his natural face in a mirror; for he observes himself, goes away, and immediately forgets what kind of man he was. but he who looks into the perfect law of liberty and continues in it, and is not a forgetful hearer but a doer of the work, this one will be blessed in what he does.

most assuredly, almost impossible. sometimes more so, sometimes less. adapting to change is hard, changing is harder. thank God for my parakletos, the Holy Spirit.